Domino Effect of Rants

I get so frusterated at times over something and then find myself rolling off to another something that I become equally frusterated at. Currently it is my Avon business. I have started the journey into leadership and my first recruit has proven to try my patience at every turn. I'm sure she means well and is trying to get started, but enough is enough. One of the Avon managers in my area asked me if I went into business to make money or to babysit. The thought made me see how much I was having to do for this person. I still have hope for her and try to give her the benefit of the doubt. But with the blah-ness that has gone on with her, I begin to doubt myself over being a leader and even a salesperson. My own goals are not even the minimum of what they need to be. My husband is very supportive though and tried to talk me out of my temporary funk by explaining that a good size customer base takes time. I know he's right. It just feels that by now I should be doing better. On a side note...boo to this lame weather and constant rain. I want it to be summer already so I feel like getting out there to find more customers!